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星期三, 三月 22, 2006

my sign...
PISCES WOMANShe likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality. She is weak and sensitive when it's come to "Love". She can cry if her best friend is breaking up, and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all. You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love. More or less it will be in Pisces woman. She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature. Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover. She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.She likes to buy and pick her own cloths. She likes to dress cute and be cute. Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin. Her hands and feet are small and soft. Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them. She is a hot lady that everyone wants her. Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man. It's not even in her thought.She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way. She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy. She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy. She knows how to please and how to comfort a man. If som ething is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one. She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now. She is happy with you for what you are now.A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and it will make her a very unhappy person. She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself. She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills). She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take. If you love her , then hold her tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do next.A complex character. You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong. You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again. She has been through a lot, a tough cookie. She is a dreamer and love the word "Love", so she is the type who will buy gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman. She can be a total different person before and after. She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right? She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry. She is emotional and extremely sensitive when she frequently got hurt. She is the type who can cry her heart out.She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone. She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that feeling by being stubborn. She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy. She does not like to follow any fixed rules. She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her.Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman. If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.

my opposite attract is a leo...older than me...
He likes to comb his hair back ward, open his forehead showing a dignify facial __expression. His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness. He walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud. Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and secure person. If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away. His words always seem normal but mostly imply "order and demanding". He will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast. In a crowd or at work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment. Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion. He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a looser fo r he will rather die than loose his dignity.He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing. He is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side. He likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold personality, he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy storm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he will be back a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy. He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When hegives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly. He is the leader type that the followers love.He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well, except his own mess. He can be easily hurt by other peo ple especially if you do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes and make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge for he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up with one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girl friends. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them. Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of Light.He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels "in power". He may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you asked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.When he is broke , he can find money still. He is not careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spendin g money and happy to buy what he likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has no money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first class , first quality of everything.He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious . When he parties, he can be aparty animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him, you will win. If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel. You have to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters becauseyour cool stability will control and ease his mood. If you can not handle or understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking up and making up.Beauty is always in the ey es of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk with the lion king. Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very proud about it too. If you want his attention the first time you meet, you better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with him, you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He like s to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

LEO AND PISCES
Romance reigns supreme when Leo girl teams up with Pisces boy. Notes in your locker, e-greetings, flowers and funny cell phone messages are all to be expected from your adoring Fish. Just be sure to return the favor once and awhile, and you'll be beyond happy!
You share: a love of water, music, and the finer things in life. Even if you're only heading out for a picnic at the beach, there will be no dearth of romance. In Leo boy, Pisces girl could have a lifelong friend and confidante-exactly the kind of relationship that fills you with bliss!
Pisces ladies love to poke fun & giggle at human foibles, but Leo has enough of them to keep her in stitches. She will lead this lion around by his collar, pull his strings, push his buttons and crack the whip when necessary. This big cat will get as soppy as a puppy dog. Then, one day, he will observe her giggles and suddenly understand what they mean. Poached fish will be on the menu that night ...
Although this is a combination of opposites, it can work surprisingly well. Leo will help to boost Pisces' confidence, and perhaps make him a little more practical. The Piscean, on the other hand, will open Leo up to the more sensitive side of his nature. Both partners must ensure that the relationship does not become imbalanced,
Piscean women are full of mystery. They have a depth and allure that is difficult to pin down. Their intuitive grasp of the feelings of others and their strong powers of intuition make them extremely sensitive to the moods and feelings of the people around them. They are not easy to deceive.
While they are very easy-going, their extreme sensitivity means that they will often become upset over comments that would have no effect on other people. Instead of arguing, they become depressed, and may even burst into tears.
Pisceans fall in love more quickly than most other signs. While they appreciate a delicate approach, they warm up emotionally much more quickly than others. Despite this, their feelings are long-lasting, and they are loyal. They expect the same degree of loyalty from their partners, and soon become jealous if they suspect them to be unfaithful.
They particularly need a partner whom they can respect, and whom they can lean on for emotional support. This person should respect their intelligence and their judgement, but at the same time, be able to provide direction and support when they are down.
In marriage, the Piscean is easy-going. Pisceans need a firm home-base, and will put a lot of energy into making their home as pleasant and comfortable as possible.

-love me or hate me, thats your problem ;

星期四, 三月 09, 2006

RAIN OUTSIDE MY WINDOW POURING DOWN...
WHAT NOW YOU'RE GONE I'M SORRY IT'S MY FAULT
what crap is this that i'm writing?
maybe because i am losing my mind...
today is bored to the T...
boring school,sick,stupid grades and the stupid guys in my life...
i mean not anyone know about them because i really dn want to let the whole world know or i be hate because those guys are really damn...
k,quit the crap i saying and i really wanna whine...
first in the canteen i saw samuie and he told me i won't be going for the choir thing and i was like wth...
then never mind after the whole stupid thing got lessons and have to rush out a script and i really hate it...
chinese class,i got bullied by gillian because she was acting like a ... and in the end i ignored it and in the end make her laugh,good then after the whole thing we got back our result slip which was really weird...
almost everyone failed literature because no one reall bother to hand in his crap homework and when i got the result i almost want to laugh out loud because my grades had from a a1 become a F9 and i was like fine who cares for him anyway?
then after school went to the canteen saw him with this whole bunch of girls then saw me immediately look concerned and i was like whatever...
went with narita to jurong wast library and rain start pouring and i was so glad because it means heaven is crying for me so i need not waste my tears.
sometimes i ask myself this question: is it time for me to let him into my life?
so,does anyone have thge answer help this blur queen over here

-love me or hate me, thats your problem ;

星期三, 三月 01, 2006

i want you to know that gal wasn't me...that gal that sprouted all those words was just a bitch you never know...i am sorry because have no idea why did i suddenly say those stuff and i dn know what come over me but i really really need you to believe that i dn mean it.i can't lose someone like you.you ask me to forget about it but i can't.let face it there will always be this remebrance about this thing around us. i have no idea how to face you and i dn want to. i mean you are one of the few that cheers me up when i am and you might just know the real me. i not the person i try just now to be maybe i thought you were that kind of person who can jokes about such stuff. i know i touch a sore spot but i try to reverse it but i know it's too late. just dn hate me and make me do that thing again and do you know if the birthday gal cry on her birthday is very unlucky. dn make it happen,k?
okae enough of that stuff and let just sae about todae...life goes downhile when d&t start because he saw me and his friend call and sae sumthing to me but he slaps his friends.stop it,can?if you want to say something to me just do it dn give me those hints or what signals. i am like blur queen okay and specially when you have all those gals idolising you like king just tell you straight, your signals really came unclear.someday you stare and tok to me.you blush and smile and someday you just show that attitude and star. what's ur problem? i know you are popular but that's doesn't mean you can make my life unclear. i hate it,you just say and you might get the chance. but you don't,forget it.i hate it when you always evolve around me for no reason...what are you trying to do? say it out,dude!i not always that cheerful gal coming to school singing. i have my moods and you know it,just do it...who knows maybe if you dn i ight think you are gay.i hear my friends saying they idolised you all the time and the hot bod thing bu twhat i really want to shout at them sometiems is"why you tell me?i am not liking him?"i dn know you may be one of the most sought after senior in the school but your attitude sucks and you really flirt...think about it...
i have no idea what is coming over me today just feel like i want to pour it out after today. i want to scream it out...i hate unclear signals...dn evolve around me and let me know you exist but no actions. i dn care even though you are really a cute guy just say it

-love me or hate me, thats your problem ;