charmane's the name.
a n avid dreamer.socially active+hate to be alone.
born in a family that seems to be frenz
I've got parents who are..different
marsiling pri-> bukit batok
stay in style
music and skateboarding is my passion
i try to appreciate things around me.
LOVE
moi
him
frenz
family
DETEST:
hypocrite
silly mind games
esp those who wants trouble for everything MATHS+EXAMS=DEATH SENTENCE
"CHARMANE♥

♥get a brand new set
♥anniversary
♥buy lotsa stuff
♥cut moi hair
♥get more dreams
♥GET NEW PHONE!
♥get good results

DON'T BOTHER PRESSING~I THINK HALF OF MY LINKS ARE DEAD~

[x ] afidah
[x ] amalina
[x ] cecilia
[x ] christine
[x ] danial
[x ] dorothy
[x ] eugenia
[x ] fiona
[x ] gillian
[x ] haqiz
[x ] jaslyn
[x ] jing yi
[x ] lay peng
[x ] li khoon
[x ] li shan
[x ] marcus
[x ] narita
[x ] ning
[x ] quek qi
[ x ] shahidah
[ x ] pei ru
[ x ] weizi
[ x ] wylin
[ x ] xin qi
[ x ] xue ling
[ x ] yu zhen
[ x ] yan jing
[ x ] yvonne
[ x ] zhiqi
[ x ] agnes
[ x ] syirah
[ x ] liying
[ x ] juliana
[ x ] farhannis
[ x ] nuoshi
[ x ] natahsa
[ x ] christine
[ x ] annette
[ x ] kayyan
[ x ] joey
[ x ] shafiq
[ x ] sherly

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五月 2007

十月 2007

♥THE GOSSIPS

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YOU NEVER KNEW MY FEARS...THAT'S WHY YOU ENVY ME.YOU NEVER EXPERIENCE WHAT I BEEN THROUGH.THAT'S WHY YOU WANT MY LIFE.YOU NEVER LOST YOUR FAMILY BEFORE.THAT'S WHY YOU THINK MY WORLD PERFECT.IF YOU HAD KNOW THE LIFE I BEEN THROUGH,YOU BE WISHING YOU NEVER HAVE TO BE ME.
FEAR DIDN'T COME TO MY LIFE,I WAS BORN WITH FEAR AND THE WILL TO SURVIVE IN THE DARKEST NIGHTMARE.YOU MIGHT THINK I AM THE CHEERFUL GAL IN YOUR CLASS/SCHOOL BUT WHAT LIES UNDERNEATH IS BANNED TO ALL...
YOU MIGHT THINK YOU KNOW ME INSIDE OUT,BUT TRUTH IS DO YOU REALLY?
DO YOU KNOW WHAT I CAN DO,WHAT I SUFFER,WHAT I LIVE? YOU DON'T BECAUSE I PACKAGE MYSELF WITH WALLS...IRON AND YOU NEVER KNOW ME UNTIL THE DAY I LET YOU IN...
DID YOU KNOW THAT I CAN COOK AND BAKE?DID YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SKATE-BOARDING FOR 5 YEARS?DID YOU KNOW THAT I CAN SEW?DID YOU KNOW I A MIXED-BLOOD?DID YOU KNOW THAT I USED TO HAVE SISTERS?DID YOU KNOW MY BEST FRIENDS ARE GUYS?DID YOU KNOW I VOLUNTEER AT THE HOSPITAL?DID YOU KNOW I NEVER LIKED ANYONE BEFORE?DID YOU NOW I GIVE ADVICE TO THOSE PPL?
YOU PPL SO CALLED AS MY CLASSMATES FOR 1AND MORE YEARS DN KNOW...BECAUSE SOME OF YOU NEVER CARE MORE.YOU LOOK ON THE OUTSIDE.YOU PPL ARE FAKERS THE BEST OF THE ACTORS.YOU THINK YOU ARE ALL SO PERFECT BUT ARE YOU REALLY?YOU PRETENDED TO CARE ABOUT OTHERS BUT IT'S JUST POLITNESS?BECAUSE DEEP INSIDE YOU DN CARE.YOUR LIFE ABOUT URSELF AND YOU DN CARE TO GIVE...JUST TAKE...NO OFFENCE TO THOSE BUT THIS ONLY APPLY TO THOSE WHO KNOW WHO THEY ARE LIKE THE CA...BUT SOME OF YOU REALLY CARE LIKE RITA...THOSE ARE DAMN REAL NICE PPL WHO DESERVES THE REAL POPULAR CROWN...
ANYWAY I HATE THIS FESTIVAL...QINGMING JIE...WHERE YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO PRAY TO THE DEATH...I DN WANT IT,I WANT THIS THING TO GO AWAY.I DN WANNA SEE THEM CRY AND I DN KNOW WHAT TO DO...MY TEARS DN SEEM TO DROP.IT NEVER DID...THE BURNING AND THE PRAYING IS TOO HORRIBLE FOR ME. MAYBE THE PAIN IS STILL THERE AFTER 10 YEARS.MAYBE I NEVER GET OVER IT YET I MUST GET OVER IT SOON. IF I BREAK DOWN.WE PERISH.I MUST BE STRONG.I DIDN'T CHOOSE TO BE STRONG,I WAS FORCED TO.I FIND THINGS LIKE SIBLINGS LOVE MOST TREASURING MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE I USED TO HAVE IT BUT THE HOLY PERSON WE CALL GOD TOOK THEM AWAY...
LIFE AIN'T FAIR THAT'S WHY I STILL BEARING BUT SOME DAY I KNOW I BURST...

-love me or hate me, thats your problem ;